Addiction & recovery
My first story was about what gambling took from me: jobs, valuable gigs, trust, and relationships I cared about. For a long time, I thought I could win back what I had lost. Every attempt to recover the money kept me tied to the same cycle. I was chasing losses, but losing more of my time, energy, and belief in myself along the way. The change did not erase what had happened. I still had to face the consequences an…
The hard-earned lessonI cannot recover the past by risking more of my future. Rebuilding starts when I stop bargaining with the damage and begin choosing what I do next. My mistakes are part of my story, but they do not have to be the only thing I create from i…
Worst interview
I had the worst interview ever as a software developer at Microsoft
The hard-earned lessonYou do not have to be scared of any interview
Addiction & recovery
For a long time, I thought gambling was only affecting my finances. I was wrong. It gradually took over my decisions, attention and priorities. I lost jobs and valuable gigs—not because I lacked ability, but because gambling had begun consuming the focus and stability those opportunities required. I also damaged meaningful relationships. People who trusted, supported and cared about me became affected by promises I …
The hard-earned lessonI am learning that chasing losses only creates deeper ones. Recovery begins with honesty: admitting the problem, accepting its consequences and allowing other people to help. I cannot change the opportunities or relationships I lost, but I…